Surrender -- Letting Go and Letting God

You know, I've spent so many years praying for you to come into my life. I've dreamed of it and even thought about how I'd react when I finally meet you. But as much as I've told myself that it's all in God's hands, a part of me wonders just how much I've tried to control myself. Have I truly let go of my dream and laid it in His hands, trusting Him completely to bring the blessings He's promised to fruition?

So, tonight, I surrender you and my future with you completely to Him. I will no longer try to control the circumstances surrounding what might happen. I will be myself and not fret over whether or not my actions or reactions are a cause for turning you away. If it's meant to be, it will happen, and nothing I do will change the outcome.

Of course, once it happens, things will change...but that's a topic for a whole other blog. :)